Rigby Trojans

So where should I start, what should I write. In 2016 and 2017, I had a really hard time. I have been going through my journal entries that I have on my phone from back then and it is brutal to read; I was brutally honest with what was going on with myself and my life. There is really only one person in the world that has read my journal entries and that was my bishop. I look back and feel really grateful and feel really bad for him. He was a literal a god send but I don't know how he did it. I was so negative about life and he helped me. I sometimes don't know where I would be without him, I could be dead but his selfless service saved my life. I've also been looking at my social media from that time and boy was it all bells and roses; I did all in my power to make it appear that everything was great...since going to treatment and coming home, I have been open on social media about my struggles; so now, there is some fluff, but there is also, some meat too!!!

So lets just pick up where I left off and that is 2019; well lets back track to our impromptu family picture with our new Rigby Trojans Colors…Sam was at the high school in Rigby teaching and the kids and I were going to meet him there and then go and find some Trojan gear for the kids. I had a shirt and I thought I brought the shirt that Sam wanted to wear, but I picked out the wrong one. So when I brought it to him, he didn’t want it. We were able to get the kids some shirts, which were way too big but it worked. We ended up coming back home to Rexburg and taking a picture at our apartment complex. It was rainy and cold and we didn’t get the best shot (thanks Teddy) but it worked. I wasn’t doing a Christmas card, so it was just a picture to have for myself.