End of January

We made it to the last week of January. Pretty crazy, I told myself that I was going to write every Sunday and normally I am pretty good at recapping but this week went pretty fast and there is really nothing much to say. We had parent teacher conferences, and the kids are doing good in school. I wish that they acted at home like they do at school. I am having a hard time being their mom. I love them but they are constantly fighting and are pretty spoiled. We have been waking up early to read and I hope it is helping them. We have not been the best at teaching the gospel in our home, so we are trying. I tried to eat better this week, but I didn’t do that good. I even had some eating disorder thoughts come into my head; its interesting when you are trying to loose weight how strong the thoughts. On one had I would do anything to loose weight but on the other hand I will not allow myself to go back to where I always went. I will keep strong. We do not have school tomorrow because of the weather, so we will get to rest…and I will tackle my house. I keep getting it cleaned and its messy in 10 minutes and my kids do not help me. I have tried to get them to but they whine and complain and I end up doing it. I need to be better at holding my ground, but I like a clean house do I just do it.  I will try!!!