I have used Facebook and Instagram as my journal for the past few years and have left my blog to the side but recently I have had the overwhelming feeling that I needed to start my blog back up. I have thought about just starting from today on, but I think I want to go back and write down my feelings about my life and what has happened since Sally's birth. My baby will be four in a couple of months and I cannot believe it.
At the end of my last post, I said Peace out Hospital...until next time. I always felt like I was going to have four or more kids and leaving the hospital after having Sally I still felt that way. But, we have made the decision to not have any more kids. I have to admit it was a painful and hard decision, I always wanted to be a mother, and I love being pregnant and love giving birth, but I need to focus on the present right now. Being a mother has been so much harder than I thought it would be and I feel like my husband feels the same way about being a father.
So, it may take me a little while but I am going to recap the last four years and then try and continue to blog and share my thoughts and feelings and life with anyone who wants to come and see
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